eMo.

pretty sure this song was written about me.

(or at least i used to think so.. circa 2003)

holyfuck I was an angsty teenager... did I really listen to this shit on a regular basis?! No wonder I hated life. In the past hour my ear holes have consumed an over abundance of;

Dashboard Confessional   ...SCREAMING INFIDELITIES...!

Finch ...staaaaaaaay wiiiiiiiiiiith meeeeee..

Taking Back Sunday ...the truth is, you could slit my throat and with my one last dying breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt... 'cuz i'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions. if i'm just bad news, then you're a liar

Something Corporate ...i want to save you

Yellowcard ...if i could find you now things would get better, we could leave this town and run forever...

Story of the Year ...from up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire and i'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day...

Armor For Sleep ...i'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back i forgot to tell you this. i didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.... 

(um. WHAT?! I used to love this song. This explains so much...) 

Boys Night Out ...yes, i know what i've done and i regret it every day. if i could make things right, you know i'd find a way. but when i look up at these white walls and the endless halls of the hospital i get lost in the emptiness that echoes through it all. doctor, doctor what am i here for? can't you see that i don't need this place? i don't need these walls, i'm no threat at all...

among others...

(Rufio, MxPx, NOFX, Brand New, Silverstein....)

I'm pretty sure I used to have all these guys on ONE cd... if not an entire cd case full...

cripes.

again...

This 

explains

so

much.