this week's ALYDANCEPARTY!

Today's ALYDANCEPARTY is brought to you by a somewhat euphorically melancholy blend of emotions and an empty house. Add to that a splash of regret and an oddly disconnected feeling that sends me back a few years where I remember how things were before shit really hit the fan. I can't lie, there are parts of that life I miss. Before it got so bad, there were a lot of good times. Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of good times now too, they're just different. Before getting straight A's wouldn't have been nearly as much fun as smoking a blunt and heading to a show. I miss shows, and I miss dancing [some place besides my own house], and eventually I'll be able to reincorporate those [shows, that is. not blunts] back into my life.  As it stands though I'll just content myself with frolicking through my living room and potentially scaring the church people next door and getting high on A's...

*Note: Yet again, I must put out there that just because the songs are on the list does not necessarily mean I condone them as good tunes. Just random shit I felt like listening to at the moment. Although this list has a bit more good stuff than the last one. That being said...

-Baltimore Blue's No. 1; Deer Tick
...but when you're dead you're dead, when you're gone you're gone. i got my conscience at both of my sides...
-Songs for a Blue Guitar; Red House Painters
...in the room all i feel is the cold that you left...
-Close Your Eyes to See; Circa Survive
...how could it be we were so secure? 'cuz nothing you ever planned on ever turned out the way you planned it...
-No One Knows; Queens of the Stone Age
...i journey through the desert of the mind with no hope i found low...
-The Difference Between Medicine & Poison Is the Dose; Circa Survive
...well don't call me by full name, all this is temporary. it feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing. well don't talk about it; write it down but don't ask for help. i can't be honest with even myself. did you ever wish you were somebody else... 
- 1901; Phoenix
...i'll be anything you ask and more...
-Help Is On the Way; Rise Against
...can nobody save us? will nobody try?...help is on the way [they said, they said]...
-Women Lie, Men Lie; Yo Gotti
...shit let 'em lie long as they ain't snitches...
-Interstate Love Song; Stone Temple Pilots
...breathing is the hardest thing  to do. with all i've said and all that's dead for you, you lied - good bye...
 -Red & Blue Jeans; The Promise Ring 
...nothing feels good like you in red and blue jeans and your white and night things...
-Money for Nothing; Dire Straits
...get your money for nothin' get your chicks for free...
-Barefoot Blue Jean Night; Jake Owen
...we were shining like lighters in the dark in the middle of a rock show...
-Personal Jesus; Depeche Mode
...reach out and touch me...
-Country Song; Seether
...well i can't stand to look at you now, this revelations out of my hands. still i can't bare the thought of you now, this complications leaving me scared. stay when you think you want me...blame all your weakness on me...
-All Mixed Up; Red House Painters
...she said leave it to me, everything will be all right...
- The Reeling; Passion Pit
...now i'm dreaming somebody would simply come and kidnap me...
-Act Appalled; Circa Survive
...to pull them in make it seem like you're in trouble, make a sound, fake it enough...patience, both we and our words are over produced by influence...
-Daft Punk is Playing at My House (London Sessions); LCD Soundsystems
...i'll show you the ropes kid, show you the ropes...
-My Mind Gone; Raw Reese 
...why choose death if i could choose life? why buy glitter when i'n afford ice? why be mean when you could be nice? why bet everything on one roll of the dice it ain't about this, it's all about that...
-Little Secret; Passion Pit 
...no one needs to know...
-Independent; Lil Boosie
...an independent chick do you know what that mean? two jobs, work hard... [haha, this song reminds me of Lauren and the Firebird back in the day before she became whatever it is she is now... ohhwhitegirl.] 
-Middle Brother; Middle Brother 
...dehydrated from a double shot. get my nourishment from a punch in the gut, never thought i had the best of luck i got a big, big mouth that just won't shut up...i know my days are numbered but i'm bad at math, i got a dick so hard a cat scratch i made some bad decisions i just couldn't go back... 
-Circle Sky; The Monkees 
...well it looks like we've made it once again...
-Obsession; Animotion [hahaha, yes. don't hate on my 80's jams.]
...what do you want me to do to make you sleep with me?...
-Codeine; Jason Isbell & The 400 Unit
...if there's one thing i can't take it's the sound that a woman makes about 5 seconds after her heart begins to break...'cuz one of my friends is takin' her in and givin' her codeine...
-On Letting Go; Circa Survive
...for your future's sake i've got advice i'd advise you to take...
-Black & Yellow; Wiz Khalifa
...uh huh, you know what it is. errything i do, i do it big...
 -Please Pardon Yourself; The Avett Brothers
...as i turn my head to your side of the bed while you weigh what's on your mind...   

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